友情,心情

今天很happy因为跟他们的友情又像以前酱了......
今天开完会一起出去又对他们了解了更多.....
原来他们都受了很多委屈可是我都不懂啊......
今天开会让我有想回BB的念头....
不是我不要回而是我的音乐路途要用到很多钱....
我才会要打工的....我不要爸妈出完我所有的费用啊....
in d meeting mdm ask me 2 take over officer council
QM job.... now I responsible in dat^
but how??? can I???
if saturday work half day dis wil cause trouble 2 samuel....
2 option 1 choice..... BB o FYB.....????
wat can I do??? wat I really wan????
coz of BB n parent giv me chance 才有现在的我.....
可我什么都没做......
是我不要去做，不想去做，不敢去面对，还是像院长说的
不敢踏出第一步.....
if I go bac nid 2 handle many thg... wil cause my stress bcum more...
burden more.... everythg more more more n more....
I dun noe how 2 do..... how should I do.....
how should I choose....
all depend on me... but I....
haiz.... feel so useless... huh...